There have been learning experiences in my life where I too, have hung my head in disbelief and even anger towards God. My reasoning in most cases, "If you are All-Powerful, why couldn't/why didn't? Haven't I earned it?" Those questions are never answered. I am blessed to have a sweet and loving wife who reminds me that I cannot see the end from the beginning, She encourages me to read my Patriarchal blessing, and pray-humbly to my Father in Heaven for clarity. Those answers always come. - Mike